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I am finding that the anticipation of our visit with the cardiologist next week is affecting me. I am missing Emma in a much more real way. It is like stepping back into her world for just a bit and that is hard. I sat down for a little yesterday
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I was struck and humbled the other day as the Lord revealed to me how illogical and messed up my thinking can be. I would like to share with you the revelation that I came away with. I was out in the country visiting friends and was voicing my opinion
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We were scheduled for an appointment June 22 with Emma's cardiologist. Just keep us in your thoughts and prayers that day. John will be getting off work so that we both can go down together. Basically I am just asking some questions that are still circlating in my
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I know you all enjoyed reading one of my conversations with Elise. Here is another one that I hope you enjoy. This occurred just a few days ago and as you will see, part of it really tugged at my heart. To understand the context of this "discussion"
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I am doing pretty well right now, but still very very sad. We are also feeling a bit stressed still with John's building not selling and are still begging for prayers regarding this. I called Emma's cardiologist office today. I had planned to do this several
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We had a fun trip to the zoo, although several of us came back with headaches and sunburns due to the heat and sun. Thankfully the kids seemed fine. I was smart and put sunblock on Elise, but then I didn't on myself (don't ask me
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I just wanted to share that I am doing better with spending the time I need with God. I need to do better on expanding the time so that I really take the time to share my feeling with him because I think that is what I need. But at
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We all enjoyed a great Memorial Day weekend. John was excited to actually get Memorial Day off (possibly a first for him). Sunday we spent with the rest of the Millers and company from Panama. Elise is enjoying having a playmate for the week-Lucia. Monday, John and I took Elise
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It has been hard for me to post lately. I have not felt very strong or very insightful. In fact I have been feeling attacked by the evil one with doubts and confusion. But I realized that it would be meaningful to you all for me to be honest with
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Sometimes I Wish Sometimes I wish I could go back in time. Sometimes I wish I were in Little Rock sitting by my daughter's bedside. Sometimes I wish Emma had been perfectly healthy, but not often. Sometimes I wish I had a baby (preferably Emma) to show off
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"Be still and know that I am God." Ps. 46:10a Be Still I am God in the good times. I am God in the bad times. I am God when you feel sick. I am God when you are well. I am God inside and outside. I
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Here is the last blooming rose on Emma's rosebush. The name of this rose is Angel Breath. Aren't they beautiful? The bush was given to me in honor of Emma by my Aunt Cindy.